A Sky So Blue
I look up at the sky and it is the first blue sky that I have seen in a very long time. It fills my heart with tranquility and a strange sense of peace that feels familiar and foreign to me at the same time. It is like an old friend that I have not seen in such a long time. I was at war with myself and everything in this world for what seems an eternity. The struggle was all that was, but now I can’t even remember what I was fighting for. The darkness that had enveloped me was pierced by the light of the sun which now warms my once frozen soul. The future which once seemed impossibly far away is now within my grasp. With my own force of will it seems that I can once again shape my future and make my dreams into reality. The only problem is I have been in the darkness so long I no longer know what dreams are. In the darkness there was only a dream of oblivion because reality was so brutal that I dared not face it for it threatened to crush my husk of a shell. Can one who existed in the darkness for so long ever be accepted in the world of the light? Am I branded with a taint from my past or is there hope? I truly desire to be happy and I realize that a sense of happiness must continue to come from within yet I realize that it is not enough to forever sustain me. People need one another to be happy for without other people a person will turn to the darkness and sometimes never look away. I can try to be happy for now and form new bonds with people, but if I fail then I fear that my next banishment to darkness will be a permanent one. The sky is so blue, but it looks like a cloud is now covering part of the sun.
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